Blind Beauty Awards update and new puppy

Hey everyone. Thought I’d take a few minutes to share a quick update with you all about life and the upcoming Blind Beauty Awards.

The Awards are definitely coming, but I’m trying to make it a bigger production than I’ve done in years past. It’s going to be split like the Emily Awards usually are. I know it’s already February, but I still thought some might be interested in the awards from last year.

I’ve already gotten the first part filmed and halfway edited. I’ve still got to film some inserts for it as well. I’m still in testing mode for the eye products and lip to see which is absolute best.

I’ve also gotten a new app to do editing with so that has a little learning curve that I’m working with.

Things have slowed this past week as I got a new puppy. She’s a joy, but has separation anxiety and constantly has to be watched unless she’s asleep. Some of that sleeping is done on me while I’m editing lol.

The first night she was here after Night to Remember special needs prom. I’m already wearing my pink onesie PJs and my sister got both of us looking at the camera

There’s still a lot of work to do with her, but she’s making progress where crate training is concerned and potty training too.

Thought it might be interesting to do a series on my channel for Furbaby parents (quick GRWM, tips for me time, and other things). If that’s something you’d like to see comment anything you’d like to see. For me it’s kinda like being the mommy of a baby. She is my baby.

Where Have I Been?

So I know I’ve been gone a long time and I apologise for that. I thought I’d write this post to give a brief update as well as share my more in depth Chit Chatty Get Ready With Me.

I had a death in my family June 25, 2019 and it was my grandfather that was my father figure. That hit me hard to say the least. It caused me to go into Depression, but I’m working on coming out of it with the help of my family and subscribers. I’m also working on finding employment, but haven’t had any luck as of yet.

I want to thank everyone who has stayed with me and continues to support me. It warms my heart. It helps give me strength knowing a few people are watching my content at least.

Due to finances being tight I have not been able to buy new products for my channel in the past year like I used to. I do apologise that y’all keep seeing similar looks/products and I understand if this makes you not want to stay subscribed. Once I find employment I’ll hopefully be able to afford to buy new products to use on my channel. If you’d like to help you can become a Patron and donate to help me fund Blind Beauty until I start earning money through YouTube. You can find out more by visiting my Patreon page.

In my video I also discuss church and my current weight loss. I hope you check out my video. You can check it out by clicking here.

Please also subscribe to my channel if you haven’t already.

Gail M. Coash

Today I thought I would spotlight Gail for her continued support and encouragement. She has been my best friend and sister since 1996. She has been a huge help in building my confidence in my abilities. I am very grateful for all of her encouragement she gives me. If it were not for her, I would not be doing Facebook Live videos, bolder looks, and other things out of my comfort zone.

I have learned from her that things don’t have to be perfect or just right to be posted. She’s helping me embrace the real me.

If you too want to get to know Gail, check out her YouTube channel as well as follow her on Facebook and Instagram! You can also follow her here on WordPress as well! If you like to read, you can also get a free clean romance book. You can check that out here!

You are welcome to contact me directly if you wish or comment below your opinions. I want to hear from YOU! I hope you also take time and subscribe to my YouTube channel as well as follow my Facebook page. Gail M. Coash has a blog as well where she posts stuff about her books she is working on! She even has Advanced Readers Copies available for those willing to read her book Secret Desire and give feedback in exchange for receiving the book for FREE! You can see the synopsis of the book here. If you like to read clean romance, I highly recommend you check out her blog, YouTube channel, Facebook page, and directly contacting her.

New Vlog Channel

I have created a new vlog channel. I haven’t gone so far as to create a new blog. I’m probably going to just keep this over here. If I post a vlog video there MIGHT be a post associated with it, but I’m not sure yet how often they will be done. Anything you’d like to see me vlog about? 

The video that’s up now is a video about my suicide attempt a year ago and how I’ve fought my way back. A couple things that hurt and helped as well. The video can be found here.