End of a dream

Coming next week hopefully by Friday there will be the final videos from my channel. I have had some financial difficulties as well as things getting even tighter for me. Until my financial situation changes there will not be any more videos produced after 2017 Superstars videos.

My mental health has declined since October as well. That makes the financial difficulties that much harder as my channel was my sole reason to get up, shower, do my hair, put on makeup, get dressed, and try to be upbeat. I do not have real support except one person that tries when possible. I am completely alone. It is a cold world.

If or when I’m able to afford to do videos and provide basics for myself I will be back but I do not see that happening. I have attempted to find a job near me however no luck. I cannot even afford to buy decent food for myself most of the time. Sometimes I choose between necessities as well. So I have to give up on my dream and the only purpose I had.

Please continue to try to make beauty accessible. Best wishes. If you have questions you can contact me if you wish. Donations can be made through PayPal as well.